Toilets and procrastination hummm
Maybe you perform better under pressure .... Running out of time will accomplish that for you! However, it also eliminates any margin for setbacks :)
This is usually a result of a lack of self confidence as you don't trust yourself making decisions and chances are you double guess yourself a lot. Decision making is scary for everyone, especially the big ones, but they must be made eventually and whatever happens people adjust to the consequences and correct their decision if necessary.
Once you trust yourself , decisions come easier and selg confidence comes with age and time. Good luck